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It’s too bad

It’s too bad that you should see me like that, with the eyes of familiarity 

Full of memories 

What we did and what we did not do

What we said and did not say 

Should be funny that you look at me with the eyes of an enemy 

Remembering the rough times of our friendship 

It’s too bad that you see me through the eyes of a stranger 

The eyes of a stranger 


It’s too bad that you see me through the eyes of a player 

A trickster 

A fraudster 

It’s too bad that you see me like that 


It’s too bad that you seen me at my worst 

It’s too bad that we played games and danced in the rain

It’s too bad that you saw me at my worst 

And celebrated my hurt 

It’s too bad that you 

Danced at my defeat 

Praised when I was weak 


It’s too bad that you are a wolf in sheep’s clothing 

Too bad that you are phoney 

Too bad that you didn’t see that I was rooting for you 

Doing what I did cause I was protecting you 


It’s too bad that you grew mad 

Instead of talking and resolving the issue 

It’s too bad that you behave like a fool 

When things are so simple and foolproof 


It’s too bad that you are selfish 

Showing up only to make things worse 

It’s too bad that you don’t see me 

It’s too bad that I was your family 

Too bad that you live lonely 

Too bad that you can’t learn simply 


It’s too bad that you are phoney 

It’s too bad that you grew up lonely 

It’s too bad that you had a chance to phone me 

Told me


Its too bad 

It’s too bad 

It’s too bad 

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