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You Old Jackal

 

I have already looked at your face 

I’m still so immature  

So silly 

I’m sorry 


I stared at you 

I seeked you out 

Hoping you would look 

And you did 

You smiled 

I did not expect that 


I wanted to recognise you 

I wanted to put context, become familiar 

I wanted to know you 


I was not supposed to know you 

Was not supposed to remember you 

It’s not possible to know such beauty 

It’s not to be known

Or used 

Or captured 


How dare you suggest to know it 

To capture it 

Dare to only see me with your eyes 

Note to pollute it with your mind 


Make the unknown known 

What a pity 

Cause you looked so marvelous 

Such beauty 


And you smiled, you old jackal 

Showed off your teeth 

Your strength 

Your honesty


Allowed me to see the facts if I so wished 

If I was quick 

You old jack 


I always will remember to forget that face that smile 

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